Saturday, January 24, 2009
i hate it wen at ferst ppl sae yes...
then in th end they would sae no...
I told them dat i dont wanna stay...
she said okae...
then wen the time comes when i gtg, the whole fam forced me to stay...
n i don like it ! ! !
mom even asked dem to take my bag away...
so dat i cant go...
WHOA.....
she said its okae to go home but in th end she's one of dem?
forcing me to stay??
plus, the whole entire family made me feel guilty...
if i knew this were to happen, i wouldn't haf followed in th ferst place....
i came because of her...
i came because i jux wanna show my face there...
at least im there....
rather then not to even b there...
my whole body is aching...
i need my bed to sleep in comfort...
imagine the whole dae eating junks, drinking sweet drinks...
carry ur lil niece every where u go...
n ur arms felt like it can fall off any time soon...
ya ya i noe its a fam outing...
yaya i noe fun-with-your-family thingie is good...
but please, respect my decision....
does every decision made have to be included wif a reason dat haf to b told to jux about every one hu don even understand you?
tis outin was supposed to be fer only MY family...
not th whole fam as in wif aunties n all...
hate it wen dat happen...
i have to pretend to b someone i don even noe...
its not me...
if i were to want to haf a real family quality time, respect me and accept mie fer hu i am...
not fer wat i am....
lalala im pretending to be someone i'm not =D
like me fer dat =D
rittee, wadever...
lalala im off to slp now...
sheesh...
nites..
XOXO
LiLLy
PS: If you love someone, love that person for he/she is... If you want to treat that person as a fren, treat dat person as a fern n don expect any thing frm dem esp LOVE...
♥ 11:33 PM
