I wonder wonder and kept on wondering…
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
I wonder...
N I'm telling u tht for a reason...
It's not like I'm bored n got nothing to do but to pick on u...
But to tell u tht something did happen to you tht might have led to this..
Look into the mirror and tell me if u see the nice and non selfish person u were...
Somehow when I needed ur help or need u by my side, u could think of a gazillion of reasons not to be there...
When u need me you'll find me...
But when u don't u treat me like as if I wasn't there at all...
No no more like I did not exist...
To tell u the truth, I felt like I'm not really needed...
Seriously...
Soon you're into something bigger and better...
And may be that would be th point where I would really realize tht I wasn't needed at all...
Idk...
It might not seems like this to u but this is what u are trying to make me picture in my head...
Just think about it....
Where were you when I needed a shoulder to cry on??
Where were you when I needed your help cause I was clueless??
I'm sorry..
I hope u might look at the big picture...
XOXO
LiLLy
PS: it's not about any of my girls by the way... I heart all of them....
N not about my hubby either he's the best hubby ever … :D
♥ 10:13 PM Tuesday, March 9, 2010
even though it was a real bad morning yesterday...
it turned out to be a surprising start today..
many did wish me a happie birthday....
even called me up at 2 in the morning just to wish me...
din wasn't expecting tht at all...
hmm and someone did tricked me..
n i fell for it...
he told me he was going to sleep...
he went all " im too tiered to even think so good night..."
thought he had forgotten all about it..
so, i left him alone to sleep...
it was midnight when he called me up...
singing me a birthday song...
i was touched...
was kinda speechless he made it seems tht he really had forgotten all about it...
it made me sad really really sad when i tot he fergot..
but then again, i fell for it...
ish sayang sayang...
tk baek tau buat mcm tu...
but thank you... =D
hmm anywae ...
i would like to give special thnx to all those who wished me...
somehow, i cant get enough of saying thank you...
hehehehe..
so once agiain THANK YOU ! ! ! =D
and i wanna wish my sayang...
a happie anniversary ! !
and i love you so so sooooo much...
can't wait to see you~ ~ =]
XOXO
LiLLy
PS: Happy Birthday To LiLLy ! ! =D hee hee hee >.<
♥ 6:17 PM
