Hmm...
wow everyones been getting their postings tis morning...
well, all th best to all of you guys... =]
hope that u guys get what u want...

hmmm earlier todae went jammin with Lynn's band...
it was great...
i am super excited fer sundae...
whoott....
i wonder wad am i gonna wear...
hmmm...
hehe...
aniwae...
we, as in Lynn, Naf and mie, went to grab some food to eat...
dn we saw Afiq...
hahahah...
its so funnie sia...
he fergot my name fer a moment there..
dn bought tis cute lil book dat wen u tilt the cover page, there is a cue li l stick man running or slow-mo as wad naf would sae... hehehe
well, al in all...
ive got a great dae todae...
wish could hang out again one dae...
gonna miss them since sch is starting soon...

i am just so excited for SUNDAY! ! ! !
WOOOHOOOO ! ! ! !
XD
okae stop mie before i deliberately go crazie...
ouh i used deliberately alot todae... hehehe

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: i miss you


You dont judge a person jux like dat...
so wad if dat person was not such a good person before?
wad if they changed overtime?
how would u noe if that person is still the same or not?
if u have jux heard it frm someone else n not find it out urself?
if u think u r so kool n so gud n so 'mature'...
think again...
mature ppl don kol others names bcoz they noe how much it hurts...
dat jux shows how NOT mature u really are....
ouh n btw, mature ppl don brag about their life...
as in talking about taking bike license n bla bla bla...
u jux HAVE to tell everyone about ur so called "great" life...
(which i think its totally NOT! ! !)
so wad if u r a bigger size dn mie?
dat does not mean anithing AT ALL...

all i noe now is dat im living a much much MUCH better life then i ever will...
WITHOUT DAT DUDE ! ! !
(hu thinks hes so great n powerful... sheesh)
seriously things happen...
yea they do...
but tis thing happen like last year....
y talk now?
its so game over...
GET A LIFE ! !

ouh ouh btw...
Kyious Says : i think hes brain is slow... things dat hapen last year he wanna tok about it like now... he recieve the information really slow.... serious...
U rox Kyious =]
love yah =D

ouh hmm...
if u have a friend, u would want to friend that person sincerely....
from th heart...
not b close to that person jux cause u like that person...
being close to someone is a good thing...
especially wen u r called a buddy...
u shud b happie wen ur friend has good news...
u shud comfort ur friend wen dey r down...
not make things worse by sayin things dat would hurt dem even more...
eg. u deserve wad u get...
HUH?
a friend said dat?
whoa....
it makes ur friend's life alot better life to live in dat wae...
i don think anione would want to hear dat wen dey r in a sad mood...
thy need real support...
esp frm th ones they call friend...
think again was dat a sincere friendship?
or was it not?

never judge a person before u noe dem...
ouh n don THINK u noe dem b4 u really noe dem...
sometimes ppl hide things bcoz dey dowanna hurt anione else..
but sometime they jus had to sae it bcause they downna hide things from dem and they treasure th friendship n they want the friendship to last long...
cummon ppl...
seriously its time to think like a REAL mature person...
don jux act like ure mature enuf jux bcoz u got a job n went through some shits in life...
sheeesshhh...
so sick n tired of dese kind of ppl...
seriously get a REAL life...
n stop fakein it...
HAH...

XOXO
LiLLy
I Heart Kyious =)

PS: Friends shud b happy wen their friends are happy n be there fer them wen they r down... help a friend wen they r in need n not expect anything in return... dats wad u call, true friend..


i hate it wen at ferst ppl sae yes...
then in th end they would sae no...
I told them dat i dont wanna stay...
she said okae...
then wen the time comes when i gtg, the whole fam forced me to stay...
n i don like it ! ! !
mom even asked dem to take my bag away...
so dat i cant go...
WHOA.....
she said its okae to go home but in th end she's one of dem?
forcing me to stay??
plus, the whole entire family made me feel guilty...
if i knew this were to happen, i wouldn't haf followed in th ferst place....

i came because of her...
i came because i jux wanna show my face there...
at least im there....
rather then not to even b there...
my whole body is aching...
i need my bed to sleep in comfort...
imagine the whole dae eating junks, drinking sweet drinks...
carry ur lil niece every where u go...
n ur arms felt like it can fall off any time soon...

ya ya i noe its a fam outing...
yaya i noe fun-with-your-family thingie is good...
but please, respect my decision....
does every decision made have to be included wif a reason dat haf to b told to jux about every one hu don even understand you?
tis outin was supposed to be fer only MY family...
not th whole fam as in wif aunties n all...
hate it wen dat happen...
i have to pretend to b someone i don even noe...
its not me...
if i were to want to haf a real family quality time, respect me and accept mie fer hu i am...
not fer wat i am....
lalala im pretending to be someone i'm not =D
like me fer dat =D
rittee, wadever...

lalala im off to slp now...
sheesh...
nites..

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: If you love someone, love that person for he/she is... If you want to treat that person as a fren, treat dat person as a fern n don expect any thing frm dem esp LOVE...





I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under the covers stayin' safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just, mmm

It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
Wherever, wherever, where ever you go
wherever you go, i always know
that you make me smile,
just for awhile..

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: I Miss You ♥

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Last Sat was the best day ever....
its the day that i will never forget....
it was the happiest day of my life...
for the first time in my entire life...
i felt this strange feeling that i have never felt before...
the strong connection was there...
no one has ever made me feel this way...
finally i know the true meaning of that one thing i have been searching for...
the true meaning of love...

it has finally came true...
the person i liked n waited for is finally mine...
and now that like turned to the feeling of love...
its the true feeling that I've never felt before
its the feeling i don't even know how to explain...
it just tingle in my tummie...
just the wae i like it...

i missed hugs and all...
and he is the one place that i know that cant get enough of hugs...
and i know there's plenty where that came from...
and i know we cant get tiered of it... =]
i accepted him for hu he is and he accepted me fer hu i am...
that is how things shud go...
he once whispered to mie saying dat " we shud trust each other "...
i smiled and nod....
its true...
how to love when theres no trust?
=]

i'll never let you go...
u are my one and only Kyious...
my first real true heart...
i'm all out of words now...
u can just feel it but it cant be described by words.....
just the wae i want it to be.... =)

XOXO
LiLLy
090109

PS:If you see a fly, don't feak out... just ignore it =]

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Today has been a long n complicated dae...
went all th wae to Bishan for nuttin..
sheesh...
well, dn supposed to find a job but...
din..
so went back to somewhere near my house to settle some stuffs...

okae there was a big fight...
sorta...
its so unfair...
why cant guys learn their lesson?
was it not enough after hurtin one girl?
aftr aoo the tears and blood dat was shed?
th person hu haf been forgiving him since like forever?
was it too hard to appreciate a girl?
so what if she was a lil bit like a brat?
dats jux hu she is...
if he cant accept her fer being hu she is...
dn y date her in the first place?

okae it might be nice n sweet in the begining...
but in the end?
i don think it'll be sweet at all...
but its not fair fer th gurl if the guy were to have another relationship behind her...
and i noe how much it hurts...
i dont know wad was th reason y things like tis haf to happen...
it was sooo sooo frustratin...

hmm...
dn went to nurul's plc...
err i took off my extensions...
now my hair is like short =[
and i think i needa go get a cut...
SERIOUSLY ! !
fer now needa find some other wae to style my hair...
lolxxx...

hmm kinda out of cash rite now...
mayb i could ask daddy fer some cash...
n still hav to go bedok like early in th mornin tmr...
lalala...
hehexx...

okae tis might b one of th worse dae ever...
but its not so bad...
ouh Mai if u r reading tis...
im soooo sorry if i were harsh to u or anithing...
everything came out of anger....
im not ususally like tis but i cant help it but to let out my anger at u noe hu...
fer being such a u noe wad...
btw like u said, guys don deserve our tears am i ritte?
u deserve some one better...
the time will come...
so concentrate on ur studies ferst...
don let ur heart take control of your life....
i wish u all the best in life n in studies... =D

ouh n Nurul, if u happen to read dis...
i jux wanna sae thank you...
u have been a great help in solvin my problems and all..
u are a great person...
and i appreciate every single thing you have done fer mie...
ouh and to u, don let your feelings take over ur life...
u take control of ur own life...
seriously....

love u guys =D

ouh smth funnie happen earlier tdae...
okae i was at the mrt and they haf tis Mr.Bean shop ( sells food)...
and dis dude jux bought his ice-cream...
n i happen to look his wae....
u noe wad??
I SAW HIS ICE-CREAM PART OF HIS ICE-CREAM FELL ! ! !
OMG ! ! !
i could not help it but to laf...LOL ! ! !
and im still lafin rite now....
hahaha..
okae dat was bad...
he looked so sad wen his ice-cream fell...
poor dude...
heh...

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: if u din tok to the person u love for the whole dae, u will miss dat person sooooo sooo muchhh... hehekxx....


What is love?
does it have to do with the feeling of like?
or does it have to do with your life situation?
or maybe the looks that you have?

to me its all wats on the inside...
we have to agree on both parties...
and it shoud give you that funny feeling in your stomach..
(i like dat part hehe..)

wat if he guy give the girl a prez?
and its hard fer him to get at least a lil money to even buy food..
and he worked hard to buy dat prez...
so is it the right thing to do of her to jux give the prez to her other siblings jux becoz she don like it?
plus she did not even tell the guy that she wanted to give it to her other siblings...
realize how it might made him feel?
how much it hurts?
and what if the guy decided to give her another prez...
and guy ask girl...
wad if u don like th prez?
gurl saes to guy...
ouh i'll jux place it in the corner of my house n not use it =]
whoa...
realize how dat might sound?
hmm im not sure how tis might make the guy feel..
and i dont know how th girl was feeling at the moment...

okae another situation...
wad if the gurl wants to sleep..
and she asks the guy to call..
and the guy are is not supposed to put down the fone unless shes fully asleep...
and if the guy were to put down before she's FULLY asleep...
she would call baq n scold the guy on the fone...
wad do you think?
wad was the girl thinking?
hmm i have no answer for dat...
but im sure dat dosent sound good...

these are jux some of th situation dat has been going around...
dis might be reason why guys are staring to mistrust the girls...
this might also be the reason why nice guys are having scandals...
and dat's baaadddd...
so, to all girls out there stop and think before you speak...
appreciate even the tiniest thing dat a guy might have done for you...
and actually dat goes to the guys too...
so have a happy life...
talk things out if there was a problem...
every problem has its solution and can be settled in the most peaceful wae...
=D

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: Not all girls are the same and not all guys are the same but usually, they have the same ending every time... (I HATE IT ! ! !)
So much for my happy ending.... [its a song] =P


Tomorrow...
It will be the day of tears..
either good tears or bad tears...
Somehow I'm excited...
but then I'm acting weird these daes..
cant eat...
cant thnk properly...
its like all of a sudden i turned dumb...
oh mann...

okae tdae went a lil grocery shoppin with my parents...
ouh n my bro n his friends came along...
to have breakfast...
i din finish my food tho...
jux cant eat..
well, thn my bro n his friends went home so i was left wif my parents to do the shoppin..
WOO HOOO ! ! !
i took all those junkies dat i want...
it was funn...
its like i can have what ever i want..
haixx...
good times had to come to an end...

den in the end my bro n his frends took it....
UUURRRGGGHHH...
i tottaly hate them...
i don mind sharing but...
AT LEAST ASK WHO DOES IT BELONGS TO ! ! !
GGGEEERRRR....
th next time thy r comming to stay....
IM OUTTA HERE ! ! !
there....
i feel better now =]

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: Hate those ppl hu take your Junkies.... hhhmmmppphhh....


hmmm tdae was like a painful dae...
i was late to mit a fren of mine...
so ya Nurul tag along wif mie...
ouh n i tried to balance n i fell...
OOOPPPSSSS...
and ouch it hurts okae...

hmm dn went to vivo...
Nurul wanted a kway teow heh...
so hanged oud there....
dn went to Nurul's place..
it was funnn...
heh...

hmm yea is was thinkin to slp over at her hse...
so hmm yea so i think gonna slp over tmr...
hehe...
ouh n haf to sae bye-bye to my blond hair tmr...
Boo Hoo Hoo...
sad sadddddddddd...........

hmmm dn my bro's frens here AGAIN...
okae dis is gonna be a looonnnggggg dddaaaeeee...
haixxx haiixx...
hate it...
okae now im sooo not in the mood...
uurrrggghhh...
y territory is being invaded....
uuurrrggghhh...
okae im outta here....

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: If someone saes "Hi" to you, you should sae "Hi" back...


Tdae went to SP and NP...
At SP it was great...
the CCAs there were kewl..
ouh n they explained about the course in full detail..
how amazing...
learn alot frm the trip there...
but its a sad thing dat we din get to explore th e whole sch...
hmm dn met lynn...
the three of us dat is Lynn, Nurul n mie, went to NP...
well, my purpose of gg there was...
okae the first reason was bcoz i wanna watch Joe's performance of coz...
n okae to have a look around the school...
the three of us had fun...
saw loadsa kewl invention and interesting stuffs..

ouh there was like a lil skit there...
n there were ppl wearing mask...
n like looking around entertaining ppl..
heh...
but to mie, they looked super scary...
sheesh kebab...
ouh ouh...
n there is dis masked gurl hu was wearing a hoodie and her hair was like a lil stickin oud...
joe tot it was mie...
OMG...
hahaha
ouh n Joe kinda shook her hand and LITERALLY CRUSHIN IT....
till like she cant take the pain...
n seriously was like on the ground...
oh my...
how mean...
Hate Joe fer duin dat...
hmmppphh...
Joe's whole purpose was to like make her sae something...
u noe masked ppl are not supposed to tok n all..
heh...

dn we watched how ppl do an injection...
i was err a lil u noe can't look at it...
needles...
heh..
so dn lynn and nurul felt a lil bored...
dey wanted to escape...
heh...
heres wad we tot of duin...

In a life science room ( its about injection and all heh...)
Lynn: I'm bored...
Nurul:Yea mie too...
LiLLy: Oh cummon guys... dont tell mie u wanna leave this room...
Lynn & Nurul: *nod head*
LiLLy: Now??
Lynn & Nurul: *nod head again*
LiLLy: Ouh... hmm... okae heres the plan...
When the tour guide turned around...
We back up slowly annnddd....
RRRUUUNNNN! ! ! !
Lynn & Nurul: errr... okae.... ( in a not so convinced dat lilly's plan would work)
LiLLy: *smile*
Tour guide: *turned away*
LiLLy: Heres our chance...*preparing to run*
Tour guide: *turned back to everyone* Okae all of you may go now...
Everyone: *walks away*
Lynn: err... we can go now...
Nurul: yeah lets go...
LiLLy: Huh? u sure?
Lynn & Nurul: *walks away*
LiLLy: Omg... wad jux hapen there? wad if he noes were bored? wad if he noes were wanted to escape? wad if... he understood wad we were tokin boud?? *GASSSPP*
Lynn: hmm i dono wad jux hapen there but yea we can go off... n of cos he understood wad we said...
LiLLy:*felt a lil guilty* Oh darn it...

yea so we did get out off the tour thingie..
i felt bad tho...
=[
ouh ouh...
dn we got this cute lil shoe thingie...
i took black...
Lynn took pink...
Nurul took blue... =]
kawaii... heheh

so dn we watched Joe's performance...
dey were great...
I LOVE THE SONG ! ! !
oh ya Joe, if u were to hapen to read dis, u were great up there on stage =]
im serious....
so don b disappointed okae??

had a great dae tdae wif all of u guys...
thank you fer takin ur time off n spend it wif mie...
Lurv u guys... =]

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: Err... i dono wad to sae... heh... =P


Fuuuhh....
tis is sooo exhausting....
tiered like hell...
n my whole body is aching...
ohhh...
muscle pain...
but i don care...
still wanna go practice...
ouh met a pro dude...
omg hes super good....
whoa...
i tot he would b u noe...
again... not tok to mie...
but in the end we were laughing n tokin boud stuffs...
funnie dude...
n real nice too... =]

hah...
ouh n they r goin to M'sia tis Chinese New Year...
okae mayb the day before Chinese New Year....
n he asked mie to tag along...
aaaaaahhhhhh....
i wish i could goooooo.....
booo hooo....
but i don think i can ever go...
parents...
wont allow..
ever...
never...
ever...
plus yea yea im th onli gurl here...
sheesh....
jux bcoz im a gurl i cant take care of myself?
well, okae okae...
maybe next time den...
haixxx..
i wish i could find a way to tag along...

i think there will be loads of ppl hu r goin too...
well, that wae i can find more friends ritte?
learn stuffs frm dem...
dat would b great....
but, oh well...
some other time....

ouh i heard dat they r gonna take loadsa pix n vids...
whooaaa how great would dat be?
uuurrrgghhh....
I am SO wanna go...
bllleeegggrrhhh...
kk nvm i'll jux go practice on dat dae... =]

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: Food is important. No food, no energy no fun. Boo Hoo.



First word of the year: FFFAAAAAAARRRRCCCCCKKKKK ! ! !
First thing did of the year: RRRRUUUUNNNNNN
First food of the year: Crab pizza frm 7-11 hehe
First Pain: Headache [ouch it hurts]
Word of the year: Darintto =]

WHOOOTTT! ! ! !
happie 2009 people ! ! !
fffuuuhhhh.....
the starting of 2009 was super great...
got those ppl hu i luv n care about around mie...
well okae a few of those whom i luv n care to b around me...
cant celebreate it wif every single one of them...
saddd...
made the first wish of the year....
saw SUPER LOADSA STARS ! ! ! !
did a lil star gazing... =D

the first day of new year...
im wif the greatest ppl on earth...
was wif Tiffany [sorrie dude dats wad i call u hehehe], Ina [tiffany's lil sis] n the best person ever lived... Lynn =]
i was like super duper cyber CCCRRRAAAAZZZZIIIEEE....
i din noe wads got into mie..
i jux cant seemed to stop...
after watching the fireworks...
i called Patrick Joe...
so, Lynn n I shouted HAPPIE NEW YEAR ! ! !
as loud as we could...
hahahaha
but Joe was not really in a good mood...
Poor lil Joe...
Wish he could b there wif us...
ouh then the whole bunch of us sat at the playground...
and that was when Lynn and i did star gazing...
it was peaceful...
my mind was calm...
we talked about the good n bad times in 2008...
it was a tough ride...
we went through so much pain n sufferings...
but hey we survived 2008 ! ! !
n now, its a new beginning of a new chapter of life... =]

started my new hobby...
ya ya ... i fell...
yea my butt hurts like shit...
n my foot too...
Yes my whole body is aching...
whoaaa....
ouh at the end of 2008, met some new friends....
they ROX ! ! !
i tot those kind of ppl would jux u noe...
not tok to mie...
cause i was a beginner?
but dn, they offered to help n teach mie...
ive never tot they would b so nice =]
they rox my sockx....
hahaha...

ouh u noe wadd?
i have not eaten fer like a year...
hahaha 2 daes actually...
i donno y i jux cant seemed to eat...
n my whole body was like shivering like hell...
OMG ! ! ! !
so weak dat i cant even think properly...
n walk properly....
almost tripped on a rock....
oh gosh...
as soon as i got my food, i gobbled it down...
hahaha...
n kinda burnt my tongue....
n its still hurts...
till now...
oh wow....

well, 2009 had a good start...
i hope tis situation will continue as time goes by...
frm now on, i will be committed to my new hobby...
n take it seriously...
and not forgetting...
my guitar...
wanna make new songs...
new stuffs for Ferraporsh™...
ouh...
come to think of it...
i need a Majitte [fer those hu donno, its a cap in MY japanese language] hehe...
needa pink one...
ouh n a new shoe too..
wow so much things to buy..
gotta start saving now..
gotta go....
tatatax...


XOXO,
LiLLy =D

PS: Never eat your food while its hot or u'll burn your tongue and it really hurts. =)

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