Friday, June 4, 2010
All alone...
Trapped...
In a cell...
With only four walls...
Slept on the cold hard floor...
all i could see is that girl in the mirror...
all have is her to talk to...
but she refuse to reply me...
all i could do is sit by myself...
no one to talk to...
looking out the tiny window...
i could see the colorful world...
its out of my reach...
i scream out loud for help..
but no one could hear me.....
all i want to do is run away....
all i want to do is get out of cell....
into the outside world....
where happiness roam free...
i lay back down on the cold floor...
cover my face...
and closed my eyes...
tears rolled down...
my heart felt weak....
all i could do now is, wait till someone comes by and hear my call...
till then, I'll just have to hang in there....
XOXO
LiLLyLioness
♥ 2:37 PM Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Life had been tough...
its like god is testing me how far i can go...
maybe this is the furthest that i can go...
sometimes i jux feel like giving up cause i have no idea what to do next...
almost gave up tho...
buy my dear pulled me back down...
made me realize what is life is all about...
well now, all i could ever do is just go on with the flow and try not to think too much..
or else i might just burst out again....
so yeah...
life sux but there nothing can be done to change that...
XOXO,
LiLLy
PS: when depression strikes, everything seems so dark...
♥ 2:07 PM
