Thursday, August 27, 2009

breakfast wif Kyious... =]
dn for no reason we go play arcade...
whee...
suddenly my card stuck...
wah so sad...
called the attendant...
got my card back...
=]

n got another free play..
hehehe...
so happie, i donno y...
but then again im scared for tmr...
gosh...
shud b on the table studying...

kk gtg...

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: thank you for every thing my dear... =] ily... =]

♥ 11:10 PM

For you cause i don like you...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

HELLO MAT....

dats wad u preferred to be called right?
hmmm yea let me get one thing right for you...
I dumped YOU....
yes I let go of YOU....
DO-YOU-UNDER-STAND???
I, as in ME, dumped YOU, as in YOU YOU....
I sae bye-bye to YOU...
ME DUH DUH DUUU-MMPPP-EEEDD YOU...
Got that??

n the next thing, to get things clear...
its not like you gave me away to Nasir...
i went to Nas myself...
cause i din find the point to wait for you any longer...
yea every girl in the right mind would leave a guy hu
has big secret behind her...
esp when the secret was that he alredy has another girl...
and yea, i was to blamed for not knowing that??
haha wad a silly joke...
no no that would be a stupid fucking joke...

and one more thing...
i hope ur girlfriend knows what she is doing...
oopss...
i mean girlfriends....
yea with an 'S' at the back...
1 was never enough...
not even 2...
n now 3??
no no i know... arnd 5 ritte??
dn how about next??
7??
10???
Wow, motha fuckers these daes...
should never be trusted ever, ever
even till the day they die...

now you just gave me more reasons to burn
things that has anything to do with you...
i don like to curse...
cause cursing usually does its job...
so jux don let me curse u...
or ur entire life...
so just stop creating some bla bla bla stories
that was totally aren't true at all...
and ur story stinks like dog poop...

jux stop lying..
i wonder y u lied to every one about this...
wait i think i might know the reason to that...
cause ure jelous that the only person
that was so nice and loyal to you left
you n had a beter life with someone you know n
they r like totally happy now...
yes i think that's the reason y...
jux stop doing things that might risk your own life okae??

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: i would never forgive you... and i love to hate you...
ouh ouh and
PS: that is NOT a chest muscle... more like floppy boobs... as in Moobs? Man Boobs... =]

♥ 9:44 PM

Friday, August 7, 2009

Gosh couldn't sleep last night...
so decided to make this...
after hours of hard work...
finally its done =D

okae it looks messy tho...
oh well...
stick it up in my room and tadaa...
one happy LiLLy... =]

supposed to go buy clothes tdae but had to go to aunt's plc...
ohh maaannn...
err can i like, not go??
i wanna buy shoe... ={
plus im not feeling well...
silly weather...
made me sick...

RRAAAAWWWRRR! ! ! !

XOXO
LILLy

♥ 2:35 PM

Thursday, August 6, 2009

here's something about life u don see everyday...(i think)

tears of blood covered my face...
as i look into the past i could see
the little girl was crying for help in the cold dark street
but everyone just pass by her without even giving a small glance...
she cried with blood on her hands...
her feet tremble into the hard cold ground...
once again she called for help but no one was there...
he life flashes before her eyes...
she could see the reason why she ended up that way...
all the hatred and sinful love made her who she was...
covering her face with her bloody hands she pleaded for help...
she knew no one will ever come to rescue her from this horror...
not even those people who ever loved her before...

she looked up to see what was in front of her...
probably for the last time...
but that was when she saw a bright white light at the end of the road...
even though she felt like giving up on that moment...
she kept her spirits up...
'maybe there is going to be some help' she thought...
she got up, limping as she walked over...
fell down on her knees on the mid-way...
there was as if a force pulling her back...
telling her to just give up...
there was no point reaching for the light...
she ignored and continued...

before she could realize, she was right in front of it...
she cried, closing her eyes as she entered the big hollow white light...
she could smell the smell of fresh air...
opening her eyes slowly...
she could see the person of her dream...
the one who loved her for who she is...
never fail to take good care of her...
She smiled as she knew she's home at last...

i opened my eyes....
i could see...
my dear stood there before me...
i smiled and hugged him so tight that he almost couldn't breathe...
i whispered into his ears...
'I love you, don't ever leave me'
and gave him a peck on his cheek...
he smiled and whispered back...
'I wont leave you cause i don't want you to leave me..
I truly love you'...
yes i do...

XOXO
LiLLy

PS: hows my compo?? gud?? lol hehehehe...

♥ 11:57 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

loadsa things happen jux these few daes...
okae my fone went crazie on me...
kyious got sick...
my aunt came over n comment on lil things.. (hate that)
ouh they were like lookin through my stuffs...
hello, even my own parents don't go into my room rummaging through my stuffs...

then its like i seriously don even noe hu is nurul anymore...
shes never wif me...
never talked to me...
alwaes too bz...
well, i think she has a better things life now i guess...
we used to meet almost every day of the week...
even had sleep overs...
yea those were the daes...
but now, we barely even talk...
cancelled on our meet ups...
well better life, better boyfriend = no me...

n i felt sorry for zul...
he had just lost his mother...
i could not hold back my tears as he told me the story...
but dont worry zul, keep up your spirits...
don let it pull u down...
just give her loads of prayers...
im sure everything will be okae soon...
i know u r a very strong person...
so keep ur heads held high...

XOXO
LiLLy

♥ 10:02 AM